Don't Speak

"Don't Speak"

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'

Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Updates

This is the latest updates of my life.

1. I’m done with my mandarin classes YAAYY..i don’t know how much I actually learned, but definitely not up to the instructor’s expectations lol. Nevertheless, some Mandarin program on TV is a little bit more understand-able. For example I could understand the Mandarin spoken in Fun Asia slot on AFC channel the other day. Surprised that it made sense a bit, I finally realized that I had not wasted the RM340/= Hhahhahaha..my dad is soo confident of my language ‘ability’ that he asked me to order when we went to the Chinese Fish Head Curry restaurant in Kepong for my mum’s n bro’s bday celeb but I managed to escapee…:p
I can only say wo e le…ni hao ma?..xiexie..among the few tiny bits of others.

2. I’ve got only two weeks of practicum left in INTERPOL. I’m feeling kind of neutral bout it. This place can get boring at times but when it gets interesting..it surely does majestically. My experiences here will be updated here soon. The lecturer that’s suppose to do a spot-check on me (I had to hunt who is he on my own ‘cause I was getting worried why he’s not here yet) told me ‘…takpe lah…I kalau x dtg pun xpe..asalkan u ok kat sana. No prob kan? U jus call me if need me my dear. Kalau I dtg sana bulan puasa ni pun, bukannya boleh belanja makan..i xde period. Hahahaha..’. I guess I’m good on my own without any spot-checks..hehehe. Neway, GOOD for me. My report is taking shape this week. Its so irritating when you have so much of information that you want to put in your report but fucking limited to 50pages max. Shit. It’s not like those crappy-cut-n-paste stuff. Its info on the interesting roles played by Interpol. Not many people know that. I’ve only done the basics and its already twelve pages. Too bad.

3. I’m currently job-hunting. I’m giving myself a break from Oct2nd till Nov30th. My target is to land on a reasonable job by Dec1st’08. I cant be choosy at this point but im filtering my applications, hoping to get thru to one of places. So far, I’ve applied at CIMB, OUB, and few more. I went for the ‘great’ PTD exam the other day. I say great because it’s believed to be as tough as hell. I felt that it was not exactly tough questions, but the difficult part is, the time given is very limited. But, heck I did it and waiting for the result. When I last checked, it will be out after Oct4th. Till then…vetttiizzzzzzzzz HHAHhahhahaha. Besides that, my Plan C will be a temp in any CS besides tuition for primary school kids. I jus know that I can’t bum for long. My system will kick myself up even before the two moths ‘holiday’ that I’ve given myself. That reminds me of this conversation with my bro couple of years back that I will always remember..

Me: According to tradition..na velalaikki povati kude paravale teriyuma? Pombele pille adakam odakama veedu-le iruntha nallathe-thane. (its ok if I don go to work and jus b at home u noe. Its better for gals to b at home than outside)
Boye (my bro): Ni matto anthamari irunthe..Ni sapade-mothu-la, na unne TENDE SORU TENDE SORU ne solluve. Pi tinggiriya sorru tinggiriya keepe. Parevaliya? (If u ever do anything like that, I will call u r eating guilty-less free food. And ask u eating shit or rice to be so thick skinned. Ok? –my best translation)

Well..although I would NEVER ever want to bum at home with nothing to do with my life…I just wanted to see my bro’s reaction, knowing very well that's how he will react..Hahahahaha..it was worth it. ;p

I truly believe all girls should do something on their own to secure their own future and stability. A person should never be dependant to anyone. You must always have Plan B. And Plan C and D.. As they say, you can never be too cautious.

4. Im currently planning what I want to do for the two months break. Celebrating bithdays, little bit of partying, Deepavali prep, holiday *secret secret* (will tell once conformed), and visiting my cousiezz.

Ok. Got to go back to my report.